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All Deviations
All Deviations

~Kyotama:iconKyotama:

Feels like a rock star  
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I'm lost and can't pretend

Journal Entry: Thu May 8, 2008, 12:28 PM
  • Mood: Lazy
  • Listening to: Hardly Breathe ~ Chester Bennington
  • Reading: Impossible,dlb wants it, and I will finish it
  • Watching: Nothing.
  • Playing: With Night
  • Eating: nada
  • Drinking: nooooooothing
So. No poems in like, how long now? Month or so? Whoops.

Anyways, right about, it's the same old problems, as usual, only amplified by school work.

Crap.

I'm updating because of lack of things to do, and well, i'm sick of seeing the same one. So, what's with me lately....


Um, nothing. Does anyone have any ideas for something I can do, besides Impossible? Which is on... chapter 5 now? Yeah. reviews it if you have time.

So , um, I'll be around this weekend, so I can bug a few people YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!! :D

Impossible two progress... Chapter seven. Things are getting hairy.


I'll actually write some more later, when I have time, but i'm so booooooooooooooooooored.

Anyways. I'll be around.

I :heart: this song. If you haven't heard it, well, SUCKS FOR YOU :D


I can't seem to focus,
It's hopeless unless the sky opens,
Look you in the eyes and all I see is a blur hopin,
That my previous mindstate; could be resurrected,
To the old me; it's like you had me injected with imperfection,
How could you be so reckless? I initially meant it,
Seems like you put your effort into me, what am I left with?
Nothin' but a canvas with a black and white portrait,
Of me and you, in a burnin' garden of scorchin' orchards.
Simple beauty that's bein torn down by your power,
That constantly pounds on my soul hour after hour,
Now I can hardly breathe, get rid of these memories,
Continually haunting me,
Cant change who I've come to be,
The darkness only ends as soon as you open your eyes,
And you hope to realize that hope is cloaked in disguise,
Again I look you in the eyes and all I see is a blur,
But when I look in the mirror I can see who you were.

Nothing I can say or do,
Will take away what I've been through,
What you were is what I've come to be,
Nothing you can say to me,
Will take away these memories,
What you were is what I've come to be!

(what I've come to be x2)

The sky opens wide, to swallow me again,
Once I am inside, I'm lost and cant pretend,
These pictures in my mind, are not a part of me,
These memories hold me tight, till I can hardly breathe

I can hardly breathe (breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe...) x2

I can hardly stop the memories..

Nothing I can say or do,
Will take away what I've been through,
What you were is what I've come to be,
Nothing you can say to me,
Will take away these memories,
What you were is what I've come to be!

(what I've come to be x2)

(Hardly breathe)
(Memories)
(Haunting me)
(Come to be) x2

Now I can hardly breathe, get rid of these memories,
Continually haunting me,
Cant change who I've come to be x4

(I can hardly breathe.....)
(I can hardly stop the memories..)
Now I can hardly breathe, change who I've come to be.

Nothing I can say or do,
Will take away what I've been through,
What you were is what I've come to be,
Nothing you can say to me,
Will take away these memories,
What you were is what I've come to be!


Later :heart: Kyo & Night.

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~drummerladybourdon:icondrummerladybourdon: May 8, 2008, 12:59:29 PM
heh...

|D


:heart:

--
Together we made it, We made it even though we had our back up against the wall
Forever we waited; And they told us we were never gonna get it,
But we took it on the road, on the road, on the rooaaad.


“We Made It” -Busta Rhymes ft. LP
~MUSICxxJUNKIE:iconMUSICxxJUNKIE: May 8, 2008, 1:29:54 PM
I love that songg. <33

That song, for me for some reason, is kind of like... a release. The way they crafted it, whenever I listen to it I feel as if something inside has been let go. I don't know why, though.

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:frail:
I run till the silence splits me open. `

Photography: ~xx-ttainted
~ANIMA-Bid:iconANIMA-Bid: May 8, 2008, 2:28:07 PM
HAH! You cant bug me this weekend! Ill be out of state!

--
The cheif export of Bidopolis is unicorns.
~Kyotama:iconKyotama: May 9, 2008, 4:49:54 PM
Can so, you have your new cell phone :D

--
How could you be so reckless? I initially meant it,
Seems like you put your effort into me, what am I left with?
Nothin' but a canvas with a black and white portrait,
Of me and you, in a burnin' garden of scorchin' orchards.
~Kyotama:iconKyotama: May 9, 2008, 4:50:30 PM
I'm so in love with that song.

It's hard to explain, yeah, but you feel like maybe, you feel a bit better.

--
How could you be so reckless? I initially meant it,
Seems like you put your effort into me, what am I left with?
Nothin' but a canvas with a black and white portrait,
Of me and you, in a burnin' garden of scorchin' orchards.
~Kyotama:iconKyotama: May 9, 2008, 4:50:36 PM
';P :D

--
How could you be so reckless? I initially meant it,
Seems like you put your effort into me, what am I left with?
Nothin' but a canvas with a black and white portrait,
Of me and you, in a burnin' garden of scorchin' orchards.
~ANIMA-Bid:iconANIMA-Bid: May 11, 2008, 3:54:23 PM
....f*ck.

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The cheif export of Bidopolis is unicorns.
~Kyotama:iconKyotama: May 12, 2008, 11:59:32 AM
I win :D

--
How could you be so reckless? I initially meant it,
Seems like you put your effort into me, what am I left with?
Nothin' but a canvas with a black and white portrait,
Of me and you, in a burnin' garden of scorchin' orchards.