~Kyotama

I wonder if I was a guy, would my mother have a problem with me being around girls.

I mean, I'm a girl. but for some strange reason, I'm not really allowed to be around boy's very often. It's really annoying, because the usual excuse is:

THEY WILLL RAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPE YOUUUUUUUUUUUU.



I'm not even kidding. Once I was alone with two of my dude friends; and I have alot more of them than of my girl friends; and my mom is like:

"Did you know more rape cases happen between friend's and family and not of randomness? "

Kay mommy. Love you too.

But yeah. i can't go visit my friend to give him a gift/kiss/whatever.

Sucks. I haven't gotten a chance to tell him either. I feel really bad about it, like this draining feeling or something >>

but yeah.

Happy tiems nao?

Right. I have like one day of work left. I loved my job, and I'll be doing it again, most def.

In other news. I've played my Pearl version for a bit over 40 hours. I've got all eight badges, and I'm ready for the elite four.

Night:

I lied. I've got my eight badges, but all my pokemon are levels lower than 50.

My strongest is my Luxray at level 44. Everyone else is weaker...

Oh! I have my Uxie, at level 50. It didn't take my long to catch it, and it's in a Net ball, too.

I have a Palkia too, another easy catch. I still luckily have my master ball. I don't know what to do with it. o0

I thought this would be a pretty suckish game, but it's really good. I'm happily surprised. I'm gonna get some of my Ruby version babies over to Pearl.

The only reason I've gotten so far with my pokemon is because I know what type is good against what and how to play on weakness and study battle tactics.

Yeah. Don't mess with me and my revives

Next: Kyo needs to stop eating like a pig.
My teenager metabolism will not last forever...

Anything else...

Not really. School starts in seven days. i'm scared. 11th grade isn't going to be fun. I'm growing up too fast for my liking now that I think of it. And i'm stopping here, because I'm not gonna rant.

I don't really remember what else good to say...

Um.

I'm crushing on Atem again? (atem for you yugioh stupid people, is the pharaoh, aka yami or yami yugi) His voice actor isn't so fab looking.

But godly voice? He has a great godly manly voice .

Night: Oh. Yu gi oh Abridged. FTW. Those of you who haven't seen it, I feel for you

I spy with my little eye something begining with "Gay clown"

I have mad love for it. I'll be quoting it for awhile

Speaking of which, the quote in my sig, is a few lines from the song "Hardly Breathe".

I watched the spice girls movie today. I remember a huge chunk of it. I guess Bid is right. Regressing is my way of dealing with stress.

But no.

I WILL NOT PAY YOU!



I think I'm done now. I wonder, are my journals any interesting to read, or am i a dull person?
o0

Later

Kyo & Night

You changed my world with just one kiss. How can it be that right here with me, there's an angel, it's a miracle..

Night:

Don't mind me. I'm just completely regressing in to some old things. I mean, I'm living my life, looking ahead, but there's nothing on tv that's really worth watching, nor is there really much I'm into when it comes to music.

Unless of course you have something cool to show me.

Night: Indulging in Yugioh, Sailor Moon, Nsync and Spice girls.It's kinda sad

Yeah. So anyways. Where have I been?

I've been working and making a fair amount of money. I had about $250 on Monday, and I think I have $113 right now.

I spent $140 on a brand new Nintendo DS, in a sexy black color that matches my cell phone. I'm really twitchy about it too. The black makes it easy to see the fingerprints.

I have Pearl and I've only spent sixteen give or take hours on it. I only have four badges and a small evenly built team, because that's the way I like to play the game. I worry about pokemon catching after I'm done beating the elite four. That's not to say I don't catch pretty ones when I see them, but eh. I'm rambling.

So I have this thing with people not touching it. My little sister is lucky I let her play with it.

Night: You're too soft.

I know. -__-

My life.

Being a teen is really suckish.

On the flip side: I MET A NINJA

Not really, just a really stealthy guy. he's really funny too.

And then we have the long lost friend that has returned, who i'm slowly getting closer with again.

And meddling friends who keep trying to get us together. I... can't say I'm really unhappy about that, but it's not something I've really taken to thinking about, so it's odd.

And his birthday is on the 29th. He's gonna be sixteen |)

So my male watchers, what should I get for him? He said he really just wants to see me, but... I don't know if I can go, as my mommy is being a stinker. |\ And he wants a kiss on the cheek.



Boys. Understand them? No, No I don't.

I really do miss him, but it's really hard for us to keep in touch. I'll find a way or something.

Night: Kyo's in looooooooooooooooooooooove

*left eye twitch*

Night. I'll end your life.

Night: I love you too.

Ugh.

I have a prompt to write, that's due on the 5th, and I've barely started it. >> I'm screwed, right? I know I am

Anything else worth saying?

Probably not.

OH! School starts on the 3th of September, and I don't really want to be a junior. Everyone is telling me it stinks. |\ Goodie.

OH! Relapse. I think it's doing well, don't you?

I'm really liking writing it; more than I liked snap. |)

I think it's a fun story, but then again, I'm a freak.

So yeah.

Life as I know it.

Expect a more pleasant update next time

Later.

Kyo & Night

I just got back from... A convention. I'd prefer not to talk about it. Just know that I hated it.

Today I learned that Pokemon rule my life. I've spent like 6 hours trying to catch a Feebas, and looking for a yellow shard. I've named my Pikachu Raiu and i want a Raichu. I've also increased it's coolness perfectly. So it has a pretty red scarf now.

Night: Work hasn't been rough, it never is, but It's long running on four hours of sleep. Trust me. And I'm hungry.

On another note, I've mnaged to write a bit. And I've been trying to get around to reviewing ~MUSICxxJUNKIE's stuff, I just... haven't had the time to review. Just read and fangirl over it. >>

And yes. I did just pimp her out. Go read her stuff. I really have nothing on her, she's so much of a better writer than me.

Night: for some strange reason we're slightly angry right now. I suppose it is vengeful. More like annoyed. It's hard to explain. We feel like it's bitterness or something. But we like the vengeful emote


Meh. I'm anti social again it seems. XD
Sorry?

Also! I'm going to go see Dark Night with my friends Rose and Hayle. I don't know about Rose, as she's going to Projekt Revolution to see Linkin Park. >> Lucky. I want to go to one, but apparently, I'm not allowed to go to Rock shows.

Whatever. I'll go.

But yeah. I guess I just felt like ranting. o0 Maybe I'll make a worth while journal some day,

If someone gave me an idea, I'd do it XD

Quiz time!

-----------• × • A L L | A B O U T | M E • × •--------------

- Name: Why does everyone ask me this? If you need to know, you know.
- Single or taken: Single
- Sex: Chick. *female*
- Birthday: September 12th
- Sign: Virgo
- Hair color: Jet black
- Eye color: dark chocolate brown
- Height: 5'9
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Straight

-----------• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •--------------

- Favorite place to shop for clothes?: Kohls, Rue 21, othe places
- Favorite designer?: I do like Chanel's clothes.
- What is your sexiest outfit?: it's in my closet. so
- What is your most comfortable outfit: pj pants, tee shirt, extra large.
- What do you usually wear?: sneakers?

--------------• × • S P E C I F I C S • × • -------------------

- What kind of shampoo do you use?: meh?
- Who is the last person that called you?: my sister
- How many buddies are online right now?: 6/21

-------------• × • F A V O U R I T E S • × •--------------


- Food: dun have one
- Girls' names: Jaden, Reina, Xandri.
- Boys' names:Ryan, Devan, Xavier, Xander... stuff like that.
- Subjects in school:English, Global
- Animals: dolphins, Wolves, Dragons

----------------• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •-------------

- Given anyone a bath?: siblings
- Smoked?:
- Bungee jumped?: no
- Made yourself throw up?: naw
- Ever been in love?: bleh
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble: heh?
- Cried when someone died?: no
- Lied?: yup
- Fallen for your best friend?: Nope.
- Rejected someone?: yuh
- Used someone?: Don't think so >>
- Done something you regret?: Yup

------------• × • C U R R E N T • × •--------------

- Clothes: New blue shirt, green capris |D
- Desktop picture: It's called Glass beads
- CD in player:Mix of what i'm into right now.
- DVD in player: Pink Panther
----------------• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •----------------------

- Hugged: Last? Jay. Srsly. I haven't hugged anyone since last night.
- You IMed: :devdrummberladybourdon:
- Talk to online: Trevor and CJ

---------------• × • A R E | Y O U • × •---------------------

- Understanding: So says my friends. I don't think I'm a nice person.
- Hungry: YES! FEED ME!
- Open-minded:I suppose
- Arrogant: At times I think.
- Insecure?: Mhm.
- Random?: Yep.
- Smart: above 123.
- Organized: nope
- Shy: Not really.
- Difficult: YES
- Bored easily: YEESSSS

---------• × • W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N T | TO • × •--------

- Kill: Nevermind.
- Slap: A lot of people.
- Get really wasted with: Nothing.
- Get high with: No one. and nothing.
- Talk to offline: CJ
- Talk to online:

------------------• × • R A N D O M • × •---------------------

- In the morning I: i was pissed.
- Love is: stupid.
- I dream about: All kinds of things.
- What do you notice first in the opposite sex?: I wants first, mostly. Attitude.

---------------• × • W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R • × ---------------

- Coke or Pepsi: Pepsi
- Flowers or candy: Candy i think.
- Tall or short: Tall boys.

---------------• × • W H O • × • ---------------

- Makes you laugh the most?: My friends
- Makes you smile: my friends.
- Gives you a funny feeling when you look at them?: John. I get a mix of feelings.

--------------• × • D O | Y O U | E V E R • × •-----------------

- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: Nope. Waited for Cj that long.
- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?:A few times, yeh.
- Wish you were younger: Nope
-Cry because someone said something to you?:Used to, i'm not like that anymore really.
-----------• × • N U M B E R • × •--------------

- Of times I have had my heart broken: None
- Of guys I've kissed: heh? 8D
- Of girls I've kissed:
- Of CD's I own: 32.


Later!

Kyo & Night

God I'm bored. Does anyone have anything for me to do? I still have writer's block up the wazzo

Night: Poor you.

Poor us. D:

What I've been up to lately... Uh.

Relapsing into my childhood, i.e. Watching Sailor Moon, Playing Pokemon, and...

Night: I can't believe she did, But She's been watching a Nsync spacial, the one we're they preform at Madison Square Garden.

What?

Night:

In addition to that, ~faily-o-mcfailson got me addicted to Darren Hayes, and the song Neverland.

RAWR FAILY RAWR!

I don't have much to say, because i have a throbbing headache, so Imma do a quiz.


1. real name - The people that need to know it, know it. call me Kyo.
2. like it - I like My Real name and my nickname.
3. single or taken - Meh. Single.
4. zodiac sign- Virgo
5. male or female - female
6. elementary - Riverside school
7. middle - Otown Jr. High
8. high - Otown Sr. High
9. university - Probably SUNY for a Major in writing/English (i'll expalin next time)
10. hair color - Jet Black
11. eye colour - brown
12. hair length - Shoulder length
13. current worry - Dude. Don't even get my started.
14. race -I'm not African american, I'm West-Indian American, or Caribbean American.
15. are you a health freak - Naw. I'm just normal sized.
16. height - 5'9 ish.
17. do you have a crush on someone - Not really.
18. do you like yourself - Usually, yes.
19. piercings - Ears, I want a few more.
20. tattoos - My mother would disown me if i got some.
21. righty or lefty - righty
22. first surgery - Something was growing near my eye when I was a baby and it had to be removed.
23. first piercings - Ears, at a few eeks old.
24. first best friend - ...Uh. Imma say Alec.
25. first award -Award in Reading.
26. first sport - Swimming
27. first pet - two rotties
28. first vacation - St. Lucia. I've been there a few times, remember?
29. first teacher - Dunno.
30. first crush - Alec I think. XD

THIS OR THAT-
31. orange or apple juice - apple
32. rock or rap- Rock. But I like rap too.
33. country or screamo -I don't care for either.
34. nsync or backsteet boys -
Night:
BSB pwns Nsync music/talent wise. The members of Nsync are just hotter.
35 britney spears or christina aguilera - Britney, cause her mistakes are an endless source of entertainment.
36. night or day - night
39. playstation or xbox - Playstation FTW!
40. kiss or hug - kiss
41. iguana or turtle - turtle
43. fall or spring - fall
44. Limewire or iTunes -itunes. I'd rather pay for it. But then again, I usually ask someone to download stuff for me
46. soccer or baseball - Soccer

CURRENTLY
50. drinking – jucie
51. im about to - take a shower
53. singing - FIGHTING EVIL BY MOONLIGHT,WINNING LOVE BY DAYLIGHT,NEVER RUNNING FROM A REAL FIGHT,SHE IS THE ONE NAMED SAILOR MOON!

I'm kidding. I'm singing I drive myself crazy.

54. typing - this

FUTURE-
55. want kids - Maybe
56. when - mid twneties, I suppose
57. want to get married - if I ever find someone I want to marry
58. when - before I'm 30
59. where do you want to live - Europe.
60. how many kids do you want - I'm having them. I like 2 or 3.
61. any name on the mind - Kiki
62. what did you want to be when you were little - A Doctor.
63. what do you think you'll really be doing -
Writing.
64. mellow future or wild - Both, mos def.
66. something you would never try - ...um. skydiving. I'd piss my pants.
67. when do you wanna die - Dunno. when It's time to go i guess.

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX-
68. lips or eyes - eyes
69. hugging or kissing - both
70. shorter or taller - taller, plzkthx.
71. tan skinned or light - I like them with a nice.. tan. *coughshinodacough*
72. romantic or spontaneous - romantic, just not so cheese it makes me sick. Spontaneous romantic |DD
73. dark or light hair - dark me thinks
74. muscular or normal -Meh. I like them to have strong arms |D
75. hook-up or relationship - relationship
76. similar to you or different - Like a ying yang sort of thing, maybe?

HAVE YOU EVER-
78. kissed a stranger - yes and no.
79. drank bubbles - yes
80. broken a bone- nope
81. climbed up a tree - yes
82. broken someones heart - yes
83. turned someone down - yuh yuh yuh
84. had your heart broken - i think. It didn't hurt that bad.
85. liked a friend as more than a friend - yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN-
86. yourself - Sure.
87. miracles - Yuh
88. love at first sight - Mhm.
89. santa clause -No, are you dumb?
90. kiss on first date -
91. angels - yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY-
92. is there one or more people you want to be with right now - yes
93. who is it - does it matter? I kinda wanna hang out with my friend Cody. |D
94. like someone - Meh.

LASTS-
95. text message - Missy.
96. received call - Cody.
97. call made - Cody
98. facebook message - Duh use one.
99. missed call - John
100. last hungout with? - Mah Rosie. |DDD

Kyo & Night

Let's see now. What's wrong with me currently.

Um. My brain.

Let's begin.

First I can't seem to write anything for my story Impossible. Not a thing. Am I stupid or something? Can I not just think and try to at least get a chapter written correctly? Of course not, I'm a brainless butt monkey. But sure, I can write the spin off of it, Step by Step. Ugh.

Speaking of writing.

I also can't seem to finish Relapse. Why? Because, nothing it coming to me. I've been so writer's blocked lately on projects I really want to finish. What kind of bull-cocky is that??? It's hard to write it when I don't have really anyone to show it to. :tear:

I whine alot.

Life, you're fired on account of being unfair.

Oh. And you summer school It's not the Global Studies, it's Earth Science. The creepy teacher who keeps grinning at us, and giving us homework every day, a quiz every morning and a test EVERY WEEK.

Earth Science, you lose at life, okay? So long as you know.


Let's see now. I'm getting a job this week.


Today was Orientation, and I saw an old friend I hadn't seen in a million and a half years.


Okay okay, seven, maybe eight tops. But I'm so glad to see him again. He's still cuddly and tiny. Well not tiny, but still shorter than me. Kid needs to grow. I hope he'll move back into the area. That'd be tight man, tight.



Uh. Yeah. I saw some other friends too, and met this cute guy named Matt. Yeah. he's athlitic too. Hoo hoo, so I am a teenager and I don't just hang out with guys? I, , find ATTRACTIVE?! WHOA!



Yes. I'm female. Yes I wear dark clothes and I'm a tomgirl. That doesn't mean I don't have hormones. That suck by the way. Teenagers. Ugh.

Night: wait, we're teenagers.

True.

I find this all very nice. I need new people to hang out with, the current friends I have IRL are driving me loo loo.

srsly.

There's far too much drama in our group and inter breeding. Which is bad because all my friends are tipping on their sanity. So everyone is like... tense lately. The end of the year was just bad. Noone was getting along. It was a painful end of the year.

You would think that with this years seniors graduating, THEY'D LEAVE, BUT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.


Night: Someone's bitter.

YOU KNOW IT I HAVE GOOD REASON TO BE. WHY?!

Yeah. Anyways.

I should rant in longer form, but I don't have enough of an attention span. Oh well.

What was I doing? Writing?

Yeah. Trying to.

HELP ME PLZKTHX?

Kyo & Night