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I'm lost and can't pretend

Journal Entry: Thu May 8, 2008, 12:28 PM
  • Mood: Lazy
  • Listening to: Hardly Breathe ~ Chester Bennington
  • Reading: Impossible,dlb wants it, and I will finish it
  • Watching: Nothing.
  • Playing: With Night
  • Eating: nada
  • Drinking: nooooooothing
So. No poems in like, how long now? Month or so? Whoops.

Anyways, right about, it's the same old problems, as usual, only amplified by school work.

Crap.

I'm updating because of lack of things to do, and well, i'm sick of seeing the same one. So, what's with me lately....


Um, nothing. Does anyone have any ideas for something I can do, besides Impossible? Which is on... chapter 5 now? Yeah. reviews it if you have time.

So , um, I'll be around this weekend, so I can bug a few people YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!! :D

Impossible two progress... Chapter seven. Things are getting hairy.


I'll actually write some more later, when I have time, but i'm so booooooooooooooooooored.

Anyways. I'll be around.

I :heart: this song. If you haven't heard it, well, SUCKS FOR YOU :D


I can't seem to focus,
It's hopeless unless the sky opens,
Look you in the eyes and all I see is a blur hopin,
That my previous mindstate; could be resurrected,
To the old me; it's like you had me injected with imperfection,
How could you be so reckless? I initially meant it,
Seems like you put your effort into me, what am I left with?
Nothin' but a canvas with a black and white portrait,
Of me and you, in a burnin' garden of scorchin' orchards.
Simple beauty that's bein torn down by your power,
That constantly pounds on my soul hour after hour,
Now I can hardly breathe, get rid of these memories,
Continually haunting me,
Cant change who I've come to be,
The darkness only ends as soon as you open your eyes,
And you hope to realize that hope is cloaked in disguise,
Again I look you in the eyes and all I see is a blur,
But when I look in the mirror I can see who you were.

Nothing I can say or do,
Will take away what I've been through,
What you were is what I've come to be,
Nothing you can say to me,
Will take away these memories,
What you were is what I've come to be!

(what I've come to be x2)

The sky opens wide, to swallow me again,
Once I am inside, I'm lost and cant pretend,
These pictures in my mind, are not a part of me,
These memories hold me tight, till I can hardly breathe

I can hardly breathe (breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe...) x2

I can hardly stop the memories..

Nothing I can say or do,
Will take away what I've been through,
What you were is what I've come to be,
Nothing you can say to me,
Will take away these memories,
What you were is what I've come to be!

(what I've come to be x2)

(Hardly breathe)
(Memories)
(Haunting me)
(Come to be) x2

Now I can hardly breathe, get rid of these memories,
Continually haunting me,
Cant change who I've come to be x4

(I can hardly breathe.....)
(I can hardly stop the memories..)
Now I can hardly breathe, change who I've come to be.

Nothing I can say or do,
Will take away what I've been through,
What you were is what I've come to be,
Nothing you can say to me,
Will take away these memories,
What you were is what I've come to be!


Later :heart: Kyo & Night.

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 15
  • Current Residence: In a field of paper flowers, and candy clouds of lullaby.
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: Large, comfy fit :D
  • Print preference: *shrug* dunno.
  • Interests: Reading, writing like mad, listening to Linkin park, daydreaming, depriving myself of sleep.
  • Favourite movie: well, nothing right now.
  • Favourite band or musician: Linkin park, Fort Minor, Three Days Grace, Ciara, Beyonce, soon to be Dead by sunrise
  • Favourite genre of music: Mostly rock, nu metal, R&B, hip hop, some pop and some rap. I'm everywhere, but picky.
  • Favourite artist: I can't really say can i?
  • Favourite poet or writer: MUSICxxJUNKIE. Lee is made of epic winningness
  • Favourite photographer: Kiranaomipartners
  • Favourite style or digital art: Wait.... last i checked, i haven't drawn anything....
  • Operating System: ?...? Mt. Dew Baja blast, if you must know
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod
  • Shell of choice: The one that keeps me hidden from freaks
  • Wallpaper of choice: A really really nice one of Chester
  • Skin of choice: *pinchs self* This one i think.
  • Favourite game: Legend of Zelda, Twilight princess
  • Favourite gaming platform: Ps3, Gamecube, Wii, Nintendo DS. What can I say, I'm a Nintendo girl :D
  • Favourite cartoon character: Ed Elric....and uh...wait does Chaz count?
  • Personal Quote: 20 rupees?! See that 3 foot piece of metal on my back? That says I go for free!
  • Tools of the Trade: Pen, any note book, music, mild insanity and insomia

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*gogirlanime:icongogirlanime: 15 hours 9 minutes ago
thank you for the favorite!

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~Kyotama:iconKyotama: 2 days 18 hours ago
Night: Yeah, We liked it. We've read all of it too, so don't worry yourself about it.

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Deafening voices
That frequency inside my head that says
I’m going at it the hard way I focus
Get everything inside out of my brain that claims
I’m going at it the hard way
~brocko18:iconbrocko18: 3 days 14 hours ago
so im guessing you liked my Gaku drawing? for some reason, my computer wouldn't let me reply to your comment....
but yeah, i like gaku a lot. i just love how he pops in randomly everywhere. btw, have you read all of AB? you can borrow them all from me if you'd like. i'll have them tomorrow...*thinks* well, steve and audrey (one person) has 3-5 i think, but he/she reads quickly, so yeah, he/she should be done soon/penis.

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Hold onto me love. You know I can't stay long. All I wanted to say was I love you and I'm not afraid. Can You hear me? Can you feel me in your arms? Holding my last breath. ~Evanescence -My Last Breath
I'm in the Writer's club! check it out!
~jenniev:iconjenniev: May 11, 2008, 10:21:29 AM
Thanks for the fave!!
~Kaileena92:iconKaileena92: May 10, 2008, 9:14:48 AM
Thanks for the :+fav:
:D

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WHAT?!
I like hugs!

[link] LOOK! A LINK!
=Tamasha:iconTamasha: May 10, 2008, 8:28:51 AM
Hello there, random deviant!

(Well alright, not so random, I found you through ~Hermux-Tantamoq XD)

Here, have a dancing milk. :p

:icondancingmilkplz:
~SSjUmi:iconSSjUmi: May 8, 2008, 3:58:28 PM
thx for the fav ^^

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Everytime you see a rainbow, some cute Bennoda moment is happening ;D
~Kyotama:iconKyotama: May 3, 2008, 5:16:32 AM
Uh, when I was, around.... 6pm. ';P That's when!

I'll be on again around...12 or 1, when mom LEAVES :D

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Deafening voices
That frequency inside my head that says
I’m going at it the hard way I focus
Get everything inside out of my brain that claims
I’m going at it the hard way
~drummerladybourdon:icondrummerladybourdon: May 2, 2008, 5:51:11 PM
*has been waiting for you all day*

when am i NOT online. :XD:


:heart:

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Together we made it, We made it even though we had our back up against the wall
Forever we waited; And they told us we were never gonna get it,
But we took it on the road, on the road, on the rooaaad.


“We Made It” -Busta Rhymes ft. LP
~Kyotama:iconKyotama: May 2, 2008, 3:05:39 PM
Just wondering. Hey! you're online?

I'll try to get online ASAP :D

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Deafening voices
That frequency inside my head that says
I’m going at it the hard way I focus
Get everything inside out of my brain that claims
I’m going at it the hard way
~drummerladybourdon:icondrummerladybourdon: May 2, 2008, 2:36:35 PM
-____-

no.


:heart:

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Together we made it, We made it even though we had our back up against the wall
Forever we waited; And they told us we were never gonna get it,
But we took it on the road, on the road, on the rooaaad.


“We Made It” -Busta Rhymes ft. LP
~Kyotama:iconKyotama: May 2, 2008, 11:40:16 AM
Do i have to? :D

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Deafening voices
That frequency inside my head that says
I’m going at it the hard way I focus
Get everything inside out of my brain that claims
I’m going at it the hard way
~drummerladybourdon:icondrummerladybourdon: Apr 30, 2008, 7:50:44 PM
Send this to at least 15 people you like, including me if you care for me!


~Let's see how many hearts you get! =]
All the best. Please continue sending you're own love to those you care for.


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FAKE FRIENDS: Will ignore this.
REAL FRIENDS: Will send it back to you.



luv ya baby girl. :blowkiss:

:heart:

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Together we made it, We made it even though we had our back up against the wall
Forever we waited; And they told us we were never gonna get it,
But we took it on the road, on the road, on the rooaaad.


“We Made It” -Busta Rhymes ft. LP
~faily-o-mcfailson:iconfaily-o-mcfailson: Apr 28, 2008, 4:18:03 PM
Hey, if you like my writing, good on ya.

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"I reject your reality and substitute my own." -Adam Savage [Mythbusters]
~lpfanxtreme:iconlpfanxtreme: Apr 28, 2008, 1:35:50 PM
Go Chester!!! :dance:

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Fixing the frame of this portrait, and putting faces back in that were once dark silhouettes...
~Kyotama:iconKyotama: Apr 28, 2008, 11:33:51 AM
:giggle: Sure you don't.

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Deafening voices
That frequency inside my head that says
I’m going at it the hard way I focus
Get everything inside out of my brain that claims
I’m going at it the hard way
~faily-o-mcfailson:iconfaily-o-mcfailson: Apr 28, 2008, 9:26:46 AM
:shrug:

Idno

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"I reject your reality and substitute my own." -Adam Savage [Mythbusters]
~Kyotama:iconKyotama: Apr 27, 2008, 2:58:11 PM
I did. Because I read it and liked it.

Why is that so hard to believe?!

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Deafening voices
That frequency inside my head that says
I’m going at it the hard way I focus
Get everything inside out of my brain that claims
I’m going at it the hard way
~SSjUmi:iconSSjUmi: Apr 27, 2008, 8:59:38 AM
thx for the fav :)

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Everytime you see a rainbow, some cute Bennoda moment is happening ;D
~faily-o-mcfailson:iconfaily-o-mcfailson: Apr 25, 2008, 6:52:18 PM
You faved my Editorial?

I cannot believe it.

:faint:

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"I reject your reality and substitute my own." -Adam Savage [Mythbusters]
~Kyotama:iconKyotama: Apr 25, 2008, 4:34:20 PM
:giggle: Mine is Easier to Run :D

Let's see, fave LP member? Mine is a bit.... *points to icon*

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Deafening voices
That frequency inside my head that says
I’m going at it the hard way I focus
Get everything inside out of my brain that claims
I’m going at it the hard way
~lpfanxtreme:iconlpfanxtreme: Apr 25, 2008, 4:02:44 PM
Ooh, fave song? Hmmm, that's really hard. Every single song on Hybrid Theory has 5 stars in my iTunes library. X_X

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Fixing the frame of this portrait, and putting faces back in that were once dark silhouettes...
~Kyotama:iconKyotama: Apr 25, 2008, 2:13:12 PM
Ah. Gotcha.

:shrug: my buddy ~drummerladybourdon gave it to me. I really really like it.

Where to start friendship wise... Um...

What's your favorite LP song?

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Deafening voices
That frequency inside my head that says
I’m going at it the hard way I focus
Get everything inside out of my brain that claims
I’m going at it the hard way
~lpfanxtreme:iconlpfanxtreme: Apr 25, 2008, 2:10:19 PM
Oh? Well, it is... Kind of.

See, they had Green Lantern's remix on "We Major" and the original version on the website. However, if you got the special edition of The Rising Tied (which includes a CD AND DVD), then you get a few bonus tracks on the album. I had to download the special version to get it.

If you're interested in the special version of the album that has the bonus tracks (or any of the instrumentals of The Rising Tied {which I searched forever for} as well), contact me. I can send them things via AIM and possibly e-mail!

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Fixing the frame of this portrait, and putting faces back in that were once dark silhouettes...